say hi to shift

i feel like i made the right choice
but right or not im going to where it makes me happy
if i stayed any longer i really feel like im
going to kill myself

the course was great
but i dont feel like i belong
i've never fitted anywhere good in my life
i hate it

its kind of weird to study psychology
when i myself am a nutcase

but i want to understand
why i am the way i am
and why people are the way they are
and why we hurt each other
when we're suppose to love

change seems like a soft haze
i hate change
i want everything to be constant
but maybe it's time
to let go of things
and start anew