say hi to rooftop soignée



i slept on the rooftop yesterday
felt the cold wind and watched 
the people from below moving forward
with their lives as i suspended mine
in that high place void of people

the birds were circling around themselves
as the clouds moved to the direction of the wind
i closed my eyes and felt an overwhelming 
sense of peace from complete silence

 i listened to the nightingale 
and looked at the clouds
time seemed to stop,
suspended in that little rooftop

i roamed around the empty rooms
 and danced around like tilda swinton
to trapped by this thing called love
spun around, twirled and laughed

i've never felt so carefree and happy
than in that moment
it was like a breath of fresh air
and the space that i needed
to get away from all the busy people

it was beautiful




say hi to crooked

nothing ever lasts forever
in the end you changed
there is no reason,
no sincerity. Take away
such a thing as love
tonight, i'll be crooked

leave me alone
i was alône anyway
i have no one,
everything is meaningless
take away the sugar-coated comfort
tonight, i'll be crooked

i scream and get dizzy
i vent out of boredom
to other couples
i start fights for no reason

a lonely island,
lost and wandering
the empty streets are
filled with those who are alone
unlike my heart,
the weather is so damn nice.

i used to believe in you
alone and i was happy
but like a joke, I am lèft alone.

i want to hide my pain
and become even more crooked
i'll spit towards the sky
you're scared of my crude
words and my rough eyes
but actually, I'm afraid

i want to go back but
i have nowhere to go
i want to love but no one to love
what am i supposed to do?

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