say hi to staircase
I don’t want to abandon
anything in this world yet
I know that there is so
much more reason to live
but lately I’m not sure
if I have the energy
or motivation
to do anything anymore.
it feels like
I’m falling into a
spiral staircase, spiraling down
into madness
with no one to help me,
no one who knows
the façade I put is
cemented
but it’s starting to
have cracks
sooner or later water
will
come spewing out
breaking the wall that I
have built for so long
it leaves me feeling
naked
and bare
no one to run to,
nothing to run from
but myself
and my self-made world
of destruction
slowly spiraling into
madness
and eventually,
hopefully,
into oblivion.
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