say hi to staircase

I don’t want to abandon anything in this world yet

I know that there is so much more reason to live

but lately I’m not sure

if I have the energy

or motivation

to do anything anymore.

it feels like

I’m falling into a

spiral staircase, spiraling down

into madness

with no one to help me, no one who knows

the façade I put is cemented

but it’s starting to have cracks

sooner or later water will

come spewing out

breaking the wall that I have built for so long

it leaves me feeling naked

and bare

no one to run to, nothing to run from

but myself

and my self-made world of destruction

slowly spiraling into madness

and eventually,


into oblivion. 

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