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On Friday, November 22, 2013
by
Candy Monster
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Depression,
I can't live like this anymore,
journal,
Sad,
This needs to stop
you know that feeling where
you stuff yourself with food,
do dangerous things,
mutilate yourself
just to be able to feel something,
anything.
to fill that void of emptiness inside
and it's hard
so hard
to desperately find ways
to feel anything
other than pain
but that sickening emptiness in your core
never disappears
it just stays there like a gaping hole,
scaring anyone who dares
to come close
you stuff yourself with food,
do dangerous things,
mutilate yourself
just to be able to feel something,
anything.
to fill that void of emptiness inside
and it's hard
so hard
to desperately find ways
to feel anything
other than pain
but that sickening emptiness in your core
never disappears
it just stays there like a gaping hole,
scaring anyone who dares
to come close
